Wednesday, January 10, 2018

Just a corpuscle in a giant organism, flowing along the stream

The bread courses through the bakery like blood, mixed, panned, proofed, depanned, cooled and bagged over a four-hour cycle, trucked all over the Western United States, Alberta, Canada and Hawaii. We make artisan organic bread in a mass production environment, each stage of the process in groups of six to ten, becoming the corpuscles and platelets of a living organism, making a living product of whole grain flours, yeast and sugar, baked with care.

In the mixing department the ingredients are measured out and rolled station-to-station in 400-pound stainless steel bowls that gleam inside from careful cleaning. They roll like coal bins over a smooth red floor, a floor maintained at intervals with an industrial cleaning machine called a floor cat, which resembles a miniature Zamboni, stiff circular brushes rotating on its underside, a water vac and a large squeegee at the back. Driving the floor cat is a rank of privilege--only senior team members get the assignment, clearing their way with warning toots of the horn as they make tight circles about the production floor.

It's a regimented workplace. Safety glasses, hairnets and ear plugs are required everywhere. We wear plain brown bakery-issued shirts with snaps instead of buttons, the same drab color (just lighter than brown khakis) for our bakery pants, becoming an army of washed-out UPS men as we scurry about our tasks. It's very leveling and democratic, though managers wear black polos. Team leads and supervisors are all in brown like us.

The regularity and regimentation centers me. Monday night we made 30,000 loaves of whole grain bread, filling racks, rolling them into the proofer, mopping floors and scrubbing dishes and we rotated through stations. The bakery feeds us lunch and provides snacks like steel cut oatmeal, vegetables with hummus and yogurt for prework and breaks. Who does that? Around the country most large corporations are busy shelling out bonuses to upper management and sending jobs to Asia. Bread has to be baked reasonably near where it's eaten, but it isn't hard to envision a future where most of us will be replaced by robotic arms and sensors. The dough is no longer rolled by hand, and technology advances every year.

It seems like a reality our country is ill-prepared for. Revolutions are painful. The nature of work is undergoing a profound change. Whole industries will disappear over the next few years. Soon there will no longer be bakery workers or truck drivers or order pullers, only the technicians smart enough to maintain the machines. I'm nearing the end of my working life anyway, so I'd likely transition to subsistence living, reading, writing, taking long walks. It doesn't sound that frightening to me. But what about the millions of ordinary people abruptly stripped of a way to make a living and the foundation for a meaningful life? What will they do? How will they support themselves? The current political leadership seems ill-equipped to handle that massive conundrum with any kind of wisdom or compassion. Meanwhile change hurtles on. In Dubai they are experimenting with air taxis, self-piloted drones and helicopters capable of zipping passengers around the city. Our world isn't as organized and purposeful as the bakery: an egotistical, narcissistic fool threatens to destroy humankind with casual tweets about the size of his nuclear button. How did we come to this? How do we find our way out?




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This is the Way the Transformation Begins


"Some men see things as they are and say why? I dream things that never were and say "Why not?"
George Bernard Shaw, Robert F. Kennedy


This is the way the transformation begins.
It begins in me.
It begins now.
It begins with small incremental changes and shifts in attitude
it begins with positive action
failing forward
and suddenly I start looking at the world and my place in it in a new way. I speak differently and dress differently and project a different energy, and the world opens up like a glorious pink azalea bush, eight feet tall and blooming like mad.


photo by Kajo123 from the website flickr.com

Good morning!

An engineer builds a bridge and every bolt and weld has to be exactly right; every measure has to be perfect, or the bridge collapses or fails to take its place. Fantastically detailed blueprints have to be laid out. Impact statements have to be filed, sediment has to be studied, years of effort, months of planning, and a man-made marvel rises in the sky. Park somewhere and take a good look at a bridge, and think of all the skill and knowledge and hard honest work it took to create it. Consider how a few thousand years ago we were living in caves.

It is not so with a dream. Some people are remarkable dreamers and dreams spring whole from them, or they can leap up from bed and pages of creative genius flow out of their pen, intricate and perfect. Most of us though are baby dreamers, new at it and tentative to the trust the power of what we wish for.

Start the dream! Whether you want to go to nursing school or college or learn to play the guitar, take a first step, now, even in the wrong direction. Don't wait for the blueprint to come to you, the environmental impact statement, the permits and the 200-page budget and legislative dream approval. Rough it out, sketch it on a napkin, tell a friend, and take action. Your dream begins the moment you step out in first moment of believing, and the result can touch a thousand souls. Listen to Jim Valvano: never give up, never surrender. Believe in the audacity of action and your fantastic potential for change and new opportunity.

The Hawthorne Bridge at sunrise, Portland Oregon. Photo by Joe Collver, from flickr.com
Genuine happiness and success start with an attitude of abundance

Make it a daily practice to begin your day with five minutes of thankfulness. You can even do it in your car on the way to work. Do it in your own way, whether it's thoughtful reflection or a prayer or singing out loud, but focus on your rich, amazing, abundant life.

Feeling grumpy or resentful or worried instead of thankful? Change direction! Consider the incredible gifts you have--mind, body, spirit, senses, your family, your friends, your clothes, your car, and the breakfast you enjoyed this morning. By the standards of 99% of the world, Americans are incredibly, amazingly rich. You truly have no idea how richly blessed you are until you start thinking about it. Even the heart that beats within you and the lungs that breathe your air are an intricate and amazing miracle.

Some of my favorite movies are ones that feature a once-defeated character waking up to an absolutely new day: "It's A Wonderful Life," the various versions of Dicken's "Christmas Carol" and "Groundhog Day." How exhilarating it is for George Bailey to wake up and realize his life isn't over, it's just beginning, and that today truly is a brand new day.


"It's a Wonderful Life"

"It's a Wonderful Life"
George returns home to everything he ever wanted.