Sunday, June 13, 2010

Life of Pi

Life of Pi was a strange and wonderful book. I'm not sure I understood it all. Occasionally it is good to read a book that leaves you a little confused, that introduces ideas you are not quite ready for, that leaves you feeling a little shipwrecked yourself, on a sea of ideas, conflicted by the vastness of the landscape and the overwhelming challenge and predicament of making sense of the author's story and your own.

Vividly written and absorbing, Yann Martel tells the story of a sixteen-year-old Indian boy who is shipwrecked on a 26-foot lifeboat with an injured zebra, a hyena, an orang-utan and a 450-lb. Bengal tiger. It's fascinating how he subdues the tiger and survives the elements and his fierce battle with despair, powerful to read of the forces that overwhelmed and inspired him on his journey. A few times, rain or flying fish or a mysterious island come into the story at just the right time, and the reader has to decide whether to increase one's faith or give in, much like Pi himself. Deeply spiritual, Piscine follows the tenets of three of the world's major religions, deciding at fourteen become a practicing Hindu, Christian and Muslim, all at the same time. History has converged all the world's faith in India, adding to the rich confused stew that culture has become over time.

Pi is a passionate and loving narrator, who tells the author early in the story that this story will inspire him to believe in God. You have to admire a novel with such an ambitious aim, particularly in an age when so many stories are written merely to enrich the author and titillate the audience with the same repackaged twaddle that exists everywhere else in our culture, which has become a confused stew of its own, lost in a numbness of sensation and envy. We're the most filled but the least satisfied generation in history, on a crazed lifeboat of a planet with forces well beyond our control. Pi's story suggests our only salvation lies in subduing our appetites and our fears, in learning what is essential to navigate in waters that are both unfamiliar and awe-inspiring.

In the locker of the lifeboat Pi finds cans of water and packets of food, fishhooks and blankets, lengths of rope and lifejackets. He fashions a raft he tethers to the lifeboat, to keep a survivable distance between him and the Tiger while he works out their survival. He teaches himself how to fish and collect water distilled from the sea. He has a whistle he uses to train the Tiger. Did I mention his father had been a zookeeper. When the boat runs aground in a remote part of Baja Mexico Pi has to tell his story to some skeptical investigators, tow Japanese men, representatives of the shipping line. He hoards their cookies and torments them with alternative versions of his story, neither of which they truly believe.

I believed every word. I remember August Strindberg (Max von Sydow holding a lantern to Paul Gaugin's paintings in A Wolf at the Door, saying "I will dream of these paintings for a long time." A good story, or a compelling work of art, does that. It turns over in your mind many times. It becomes the soil of your imagination, rich and fertile for your hopes.

5 comments:

Stephanie said...

Dad--

Mom keeps telling me to read this book. Right now I'm still trying to finish the Time Traveler's Wife. I loved the movie so much I put the book on hold at the library and it took me forever to get it and even longer to read it. Here's to hoping I finish it someday.....

Me

Dale Bliss said...

It's a fascinating, intriguing book, and I'm sure you would love it. I hope "The Time Traveler's Wife" is better than the movie, which was lame and uninteresting and thoroughly pointless.

Does Ethan like the new nanny?

Love,

Dad

Stephanie said...

Dad--

New nanny starts today. Big day Ethan's first day of this summer's swim lessons and he has gym again today. We are really excited for her to start. Having help will be awesome. Tom just finished up a weekend of missions. He told me Friday morning during our morning phone call that he was going to a food conference (I don't like knowing about the missions but I do like to know that he's out there when he does them) and wouldn't be able to call again until Monday. I worried all weekend but this morning I got the Facebook message from his teammate that said Tom was ok but really sleepy and he sent Curb (the teammate) to message me to let me know he'd call tonight after his nap. Must be nice to be the boss to send your messages!! I'm going to make fun of him later. I don't really ever ask him about the missions. I've decided I really don't want to know. Sometimes he'll tell me some not scary stuff and it's always interesting but I prefer the edited versions and he knows. Lots to say today. On Friday Tom and I talked about it and decided it'd be best for us if he went ahead and reenlisted for a little while. Neither one of us was very happy about it but with economy and the deployment dates everything was ucky! He was scheduled to get out June '11 but we don't know when deployment will be over so he may have only had about 2-3 months to find a job once he got back (he needs to make about the same as he does now, nothing like $60,0000-70,000 a year with no degree totally easy to find right?). Our options were not reenlist and find the magical job, reenlist two years (adding one year to contract because it starts from the date you sign the new contract) but give up $1500 bonus owed to him in August and no guarantee of staying in Yakima (called stablization for non military folk), or reenlist for three years (two years added on to contract) tax free lump sum bonus of $20,000, and one year stablization in Yakima, which leaves him with one year floating out there where they could really redeploy or move him whenever they want. Of course the stablization is not really guaranteed but he'd be down on the list to move or redeploy and the last year he'd have tons of leave, 30 days to transfer to new station, 2 weeks of finding new house, and 2-3 months of out processing meetings and stuff so he'd only work for 3-4months and he thinks he could convince new place they didn't want him anyway. Hopefully we've made the right decision but it's a gamble either way. All the options pretty much sucked so it wasn't very much fun for us. The bonus will be nice we should be able to finish up the house and get it sold and then build and move into the new place (yipee 5 bedrooms, 3 1/2 baths here we come) the lot probably misses us anyway.

Me

PS I loved that movie it didn't suck he's cute and I saw his bum......

Dale Bliss said...

Incredible comment, Steff. You should have a blog of your own. Soldier's wives live a special kind of devotion, and soldiers do also. I can't imagine the challenges and the longing and anxiety you feel. The bravery and devotion those men have is beyond words.

But I have to ask. Isn't there a point where you'd rather have Tom home as a linemen for the telephone company for half the money? A third of it? At this point you are both looking at doing the whole twenty. I respect both of you and your choices. But doesn't part of you want him home, no matter what the numbers are?

I know you have both talked long about this and thoughtfully. My thoughts and prayers are with you all no matter what. Speaking selfishly, I want him home with you, even he has to be a manager at McDonalds.

Love,

Dad

Stephanie said...

Dad--

Part of the reason for the reenlistment was so he would be home. Per his calculations he should be pretty low on the list for any moves or redeployments (I'm counting on his calculations!) and his daily job at the unit brings him home every night around 5:30, unless he's on a VIP mission with the Pres or the VP and those are usually pretty short. We decided it would be easier to do reenlisting and be guaranteed to have money than get out and hope he can find something. I think for us with three current kids it's easier to have money for sure rather than hope for the best that he can find something. We are both pretty sure the twenty isn't even in the remotest possiblity for us. He doesn't want to do it and I sure don't want him to do it. So not likely. And I always want him to be home but struggling to provide for our kids isn't on either of our lists of things to do. We'd rather depend on the money and be able to continue to give all of us the stuff we have. He says I'm expensive, I of course, blame it on the kids! Life is going good though, nanny is fabulous and Tom calls almost every day. Some of the guys are getting wounded but nothing to serious. They are a third of the way through it so we are hoping for continued boringness on the Tom front even if it drives him crazy! Talk to you soon.

Me

PS thanks so much for the cute dress for Lizzie she'll look fabulous in it. I'll send you some pictures!

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