Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Choosing a Soundtrack, and a Life Track

If you haven't checked out pandora.com, I really encourage you to do so. This is not a paid endorsement; it's just a service I'm really jazzed about. Pandora provides commercial-free music directly to your computer. They make their money from music sales, downloads and the ads on their site--the service is completely free for listeners. You can choose music by song title or artist, and there are 1000's available, in a wide variety of genres:

rock country blues classical country jazz hip hop r&b new age christian reggae latin folk pop oldies electronic

You can create your own mix, even several channels to suit your moods. The service plays music continuously, and you can vote on the selections to refine its understanding of your musical taste--you're creating the programming. There are links to get more information about the album or the artist, and options to purchase, download, or simply switch to another selection.

I have the music playing on my computer for background all the time, and besides being enjoyable and relaxing it improves my concentration and focus as I write or play poker. It's like having a virtually unlimited musical library, and the information the service provides about the musical qualities of the selections, as well as the related artists it offers you as it continues, can really deepen your knowledge and appreciation of the music. I selected a few songs from B.B. King and Stevie Ray Vaughn, for example, and Pandora played me hours of artists from the great blues traditions I'd never heard before or knew little about. Just now I selected "Mozart" and Pandora has played me The Piano Sonata in F Major, followed by music by Clementi, Hadyn, and Vivaldi, all beautiful, soothing, soulful, all acclaimed works by major composers.

The internet is an amazing thing. It can be a cesspool, of course, the lowest common denominator of human experience. Or it can offer you fingertip access to some of the most powerful, healing, enlightening ideas and experiences in the history of civilization. The choice is yours. Science, history, news, art, music, or celebrity gossip and unspeakable filth. It's all there, in the privacy of your home. I found pandora on Google: I searched "music online" or "blues radio"--I'm not sure which now.

One of my as yet unformulated goals, now that I'm in transition, is to start learning again. I truly believe that when we stop learning we start dying, and education has always been something I've found very rewarding for its own sake. I'll never be one of those smart guys who gets a degree in engineering or accounting and makes a pile of money, but I've always felt the most energized and alive when I was learning something new. I'd like to get a Master's Degree from the University of Oregon so I would be a true Duck. (I went to Warner Pacific; we didn't have a football team so I had to adopt one.) Reading and learning and taking classes really stimulates a writer. John Steinbeck never graduated but he attended classes at Stanford and they were a tremendous inspiration to him.

I just googled "online Masters programs, University of Oregon" and I found out the Journalism school offers a Masters degree in literary nonfiction. I'll have to find out more about it.

Somehow, the last third of my life has to be about more than bad golf and small stakes poker and letting people yell at me about their trash. It's exciting to consider the possibities, particularly with Mendelssohn and Mozart providing the soundtrack, followed by a little Howlin' Wolf. I think I read a quote once that said, "Without music, life would be a mistake." I thoroughly agree. Create a soundtrack for your life, and as Thoreau said, step to the music you hear, however measured or far away.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

The kids and I are coming to P-town. Tom is of course still away or away again I'm not sure which it is hehehe! We are staying up at Castle Rock on Thursday and Friday, but down there with my mommy on Saturday and Sunday. I like Chang's.......

Me

Anonymous said...

PS I will likely be listening to Britney (you know as in Spears) and Michael Buble on the way down, a nice mix, nothing alike but you know it's the soundtrack of our car....

Dale Bliss said...

Steff!!!

Outstanding! Call me Saturday and we'll go to Changs for lunch or supper. I like Buble--your Grandma Rosie would have liked him, great vocals and a winning style. She certainly loved her Frankie and Eric Clapton, cranking it up as she cleaned things to the 9th degree. I hear Britney's making a comeback. There's a sports writer with a great gravelly voice that sounds like two pints of whiskey and a half dozen cigars, a guy who's written two dozen books and been around forever, Bert Sugar, who likes to say "everyone loves a comeback story--Joseph in the Bible--greatest comeback story ever told." Comebacks are big part of why we like sports, like the way the Ducks are going to come back this year and challenge for the National Championship and demolish those Beavers in the Civil War.

Call me for dinner and drive safe.

This is the Way the Transformation Begins


"Some men see things as they are and say why? I dream things that never were and say "Why not?"
George Bernard Shaw, Robert F. Kennedy


This is the way the transformation begins.
It begins in me.
It begins now.
It begins with small incremental changes and shifts in attitude
it begins with positive action
failing forward
and suddenly I start looking at the world and my place in it in a new way. I speak differently and dress differently and project a different energy, and the world opens up like a glorious pink azalea bush, eight feet tall and blooming like mad.


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Good morning!

An engineer builds a bridge and every bolt and weld has to be exactly right; every measure has to be perfect, or the bridge collapses or fails to take its place. Fantastically detailed blueprints have to be laid out. Impact statements have to be filed, sediment has to be studied, years of effort, months of planning, and a man-made marvel rises in the sky. Park somewhere and take a good look at a bridge, and think of all the skill and knowledge and hard honest work it took to create it. Consider how a few thousand years ago we were living in caves.

It is not so with a dream. Some people are remarkable dreamers and dreams spring whole from them, or they can leap up from bed and pages of creative genius flow out of their pen, intricate and perfect. Most of us though are baby dreamers, new at it and tentative to the trust the power of what we wish for.

Start the dream! Whether you want to go to nursing school or college or learn to play the guitar, take a first step, now, even in the wrong direction. Don't wait for the blueprint to come to you, the environmental impact statement, the permits and the 200-page budget and legislative dream approval. Rough it out, sketch it on a napkin, tell a friend, and take action. Your dream begins the moment you step out in first moment of believing, and the result can touch a thousand souls. Listen to Jim Valvano: never give up, never surrender. Believe in the audacity of action and your fantastic potential for change and new opportunity.

The Hawthorne Bridge at sunrise, Portland Oregon. Photo by Joe Collver, from flickr.com
Genuine happiness and success start with an attitude of abundance

Make it a daily practice to begin your day with five minutes of thankfulness. You can even do it in your car on the way to work. Do it in your own way, whether it's thoughtful reflection or a prayer or singing out loud, but focus on your rich, amazing, abundant life.

Feeling grumpy or resentful or worried instead of thankful? Change direction! Consider the incredible gifts you have--mind, body, spirit, senses, your family, your friends, your clothes, your car, and the breakfast you enjoyed this morning. By the standards of 99% of the world, Americans are incredibly, amazingly rich. You truly have no idea how richly blessed you are until you start thinking about it. Even the heart that beats within you and the lungs that breathe your air are an intricate and amazing miracle.

Some of my favorite movies are ones that feature a once-defeated character waking up to an absolutely new day: "It's A Wonderful Life," the various versions of Dicken's "Christmas Carol" and "Groundhog Day." How exhilarating it is for George Bailey to wake up and realize his life isn't over, it's just beginning, and that today truly is a brand new day.


"It's a Wonderful Life"

"It's a Wonderful Life"
George returns home to everything he ever wanted.